Steph - 22 - UK - Addicted to: Wade Barrett, Drew McIntyre, Sheamus, CM Punk, Edge, Christian, The Miz, Alex Riley, Randy Orton, Ricardo Rodriguez, Cody Rhodes, Ted DiBiase Jr, Jack Swagger - The Rock - Y2J - Natalya & Beth Phoenix.
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forever saying this
This along with three other empty bottles is getting me through tonight. Crisis Team are coming in the morning and my arms are gonna get fucked but hey it helps numb everything..
..they didn’t even turn up at all today so when i phoned them he asked when they were next seeing me so i told him that they didn’t turn up today and he looked in the diary and said “sorry Steph we’ve only just seen your appointment now..we’ll come at 9:30am tomorrow” considering it was round about 8pm when i phoned i think it’s ridiculous. So now i’m getting shitfaced by myself fun times.
I suppose someone has to but thank you though..
I don’t need a reason to die, i need a reason to live.
So that’s both arms fucked for good now and all because the guy who abused me when i was 7 bumped into me today. Why does life hate me? I try to rectify that by overdosing but no it fails and i’m forced to carry on. Fuck sake let me just die already!
:l i can feel a phone call to the Crisis Team coming
Crisis team are coming in 15 minutes..aren’t i supposed to feel something…i’m just numb
(via mathidus)
No. I want it to be Monday so i can go buy a shitload of pills and overdose on them because i’m sick of feeling this miserable all the damn time.
