So much has happened good and bad but all I know is it’s getting bad again..

..i can’t even stand my own company that I dissociate all the time now..i fucking just hate myself so bad..i want to die but i’m too much of a goddamn coward..i just wish someone would hug me and not look at me as if i’m this disgusting thing…god i’m pathetic.


(via dissipatinq)


Half an hour til my birthday and all I wanna do is slice my skin open and overdose.

Fuck feeling like this again.


samantha-tuplin:

fag-ology.tumblr.com on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/86956232

samantha-tuplin:

fag-ology.tumblr.com on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/86956232

(via neverthereforyou)


Well shit :|

Well shit :|


Not in a good place at all..

..feel really disconnected and numb. I can feel an overdose coming on..


Q
can you please not put pictures of your self harm in the borderline personality disorder tag that was triggering as fuck and literally what we do not need there
Anonymous
A

Well i’m sorry for that but i’m not the only person to have done it. I’d have so much more respect for you if you weren’t anonymous


Q
No. You don't deserve that pain. No one deserves it. I know this sounds stupid and bored to you but I'm.here. I meant it. If you want to tell me how shit your days are, I can be here to listen to you like forever. Message me anytime if you need it
A

Thank you sweets I appreciate it bit I really do deserve this, i’m a horrible person


Q
And don't tell me you will try to do this, tell me you will and scream it out loud so that the world knows.you are beautiful from the inside out and no matter what you say i will say you are.
A

I’m anything but perfect sweetheart believe me…


Well the Crisis Team are gonna love this in the morning and they’ll probably get pissed I didn’t phone them but eh I couldn’t really give a fuck to be honest. Arms burning and stinging like a bitch..but I deserve this pain..

Well the Crisis Team are gonna love this in the morning and they’ll probably get pissed I didn’t phone them but eh I couldn’t really give a fuck to be honest. Arms burning and stinging like a bitch..but I deserve this pain..


Q
You are perfect the way you are, I cut myself too and what ever reason you do it for I'm sure it's good, but you must understand that people love you so many people maybe you haven't met them yet they could be on the other side of the world and that's what life is made for meeting new people and yes not every one will treat you right, you will will find some people who treat you like gold dust and that your not as strong as you make out to be. Please don't kill yourself, I love you.
Anonymous
A

I’m sorry you cut too and if you need anything or anyone then my askbox is always open for you. I’m faaaaar from perfect but thank you..


Q
Please don't hurt yourself anymore. You are loved, even if you don't realise it.
Anonymous
A

I’m really not but thank you..


Tonight’s damage and i’m not even done…

Tonight’s damage and i’m not even done…


Q
Hey. Stay strong dearie. Here's a hug and a kiss. MWAH. Don't give up.
A

I’m sorry but I can’t..